Hello there bloggies,
Life has been busy and changing and there is so much to keep my attention. I never forget I have a Kitten inside; I cannot wait to see this little one next week. We will actually be able to see something by then, and I will have passed that 12-week mark and then I am going to tell everyone and anyone!
I feel a bit evil and insensitive. I know Kitten is inside me and I have been waiting for this for years….I do not feel much. I cannot say that I have a bond with this child inside me. There I have said it. What is wrong with me?
I have been having a great pregnancy. There has been no morning sickness or backache or cramps or food carvings. Nothing. I have been continuing my life as I always used to. I do not have a bump to show off yet. I wear all my normal clothes. The only thing is the boobies, but I do not mind bigger boobies for now.
I know Kitten is inside, but I feel nothing. I sit there crocheting a blanket and I know it is for Kitten, but I cannot get myself to actually contemplate the idea there is a child inside me. It is as if pregnancy has happened to me, but my brain does not connect pregnancy and child as the result.
Where are my maternal instincts? What is wrong with me?